I am alive, but am I living my life?
As I believe love is part of living
It seems my life ended when I lost your love
When your love was all that kept this man going.
I am a man, but do I stand on my feet?
As I believe you made me a better man
It seems I am in fear. I am in defeat
When It feels you are the best and only one.
I exist, but what is existence but grim?
As I believe I am no longer complete
It seems I died and living in misery
When it seems you were who knocked me off my feet
I think, therefore, I am, I am left alone
As I believe that you were a part of me
It seems I am none because you are my home
When I know you are my life and dignity
I am dead, nothing but an empty vessel
As I believe you are all that is in me
It seems I am alive, but I am empty
When all I know is you and your beauty
I ask you, put me out of my misery
As I believe, life is nothing without you
It seems that I should have been dead long ago
When you left me alone with no where to go.
-Orville "chubby" Basas